L/L writing soliloquy

I was very confused in that moment that I thought to kill myself. The only solution to this problem was to kill my daughter, because the oracle said that someday she will kill me. But I can not do something like that; really I was very confused and scared about the situation. But I don’t wanna kill my daughter; I don’t know what I have to do! If I kill my daughter I am going to have a big problem with the gods but Hades can help me and he can tell the situation to Zeus. That is a good idea, but I don’t wanna to kill my daughter, I am really in trouble. But if I kill my daughter then I can see her in the underground; yes that is a great idea… what I am saying, but I love my daughter  she is my life well I am not going to put her life in danger; so If the time comes I am going to kill Perseus